You represent the pain and betrayal of not just me but my mom.” I shook my head. Try not to kill any of them,” I spat out. I’m sure they will love you as much as your last one did. Seeing him vulnerable was the last straw. I’d held back, and I’d fought hard to keep him from taking it over.

He was ready to let me into his world of secrets. The more I watched you, the more you drew me in. “I don’t know what this is that is going on between us, but from the moment I laid eyes on you, I knew you were going to change my world. All things considered, I’m not that special. “I’m just the girl you fucked the past two nights. It was time I learned to crawl back into my own little world, where I trusted me and me only. Just for the record, if you’d chosen me, you wouldn’t be working tonight. Still, I wanted to know that when he walked away, he’d never forget me. I knew our time was limited, and I knew I’d never forget him. I found out three years ago, when my mom got sick, that as long as I held on to me and didn’t forget who I was, I’d always be OK,” I replied. “Who do you have?” he asked in a tortured voice. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back with all the emotion churning inside me that I didn’t quite understand. “I thought you weren’t a cuddler, Rush.” I said as he ran his nose along my neck and inhaled loudly. I liked tasting something I knew was unattainable. I turned in his arms and slipped my hands around his neck. Inside, I knew he was meant to be the guy who taught me about life. It didn’t mean forever, but for right now, I wanted Rush to be my first. But my heart had grown a little attached to him. I couldn’t ever let myself think he was the one who would love me and cherish me. Rush wasn’t and never would be anyone’s Prince Charming. Walking away from him, keeping him at a distance, was the smart thing to do. Rush was a puzzle that I might never figure out. She is bitter and angry, but when the time comes to choose, Rush will choose her.” That bitch has serious venom in her veins. But what happened in there is only a small taste.

You had made your choice, and I was backing off. “Because I’ve had a taste, and I’m not sharing.

‘Cause, baby, before the night is over, you will be naked in my bed.” I’ll give you your release, but when I finally bury myself inside you for the first time, you won’t be sprawled in the back of my car. I’ve never denied myself something I want. You deserve someone who kissed and cuddles. If I let him have my body, he could hurt me in a way no one had ever been able to. You’re everything a guy like me should stay away from. There was no love in his gaze, only lust. Sexy, gorgeous, and delicious, but strange. The more he kept his distance, the more I wanted to get closer. There was this draw I had to him that I couldn’t explain. As silly as it seemed, I wanted his attention.

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